how to get it out of me
have to bear what i am in...
but its new as this was never ever difficult before.
Its new and strange
and killing me to core..
i want to talk and tell and explain..
but i have nothing to say
I know i have to say something..
A lot in fact but don't know what!
I will fight without a reason and then cry to say sorry,
I will shed a tear and still don't know why i m crying...
If anything could make it better
I m sure it wont work now...
Does this mean it would increase with time
the inability to put a finger on something which bothers me
I hate myself for acting insane.
I have no logical reasoning.
Its an addiction i m falling prey to..
Its sad i react this way!
I m sorry!
