Monday, May 31, 2010

Jack of ALL Masters

Its for the 1st time i realized the importance of Jacks!

I had always, very proudly quoted "women are incredible multi taskers would they be called some sort of jacks as well .At least I would like to believe so . So Being a jack is not bad right?. now that i am not comparing which one is good, a Master or a Jack . Let me just express my inkling towards which is one is better , Or should I frame the question the other way, which one out of the two would you like to be? A master, or a Jack who is the master of All Masters .AND ALSO....when do you become a Jack ....? someone has go through the stage of being of master of that "one thing" in order to become a jack . is it ? Or Jacks always are the Jackals.

I hope the latter assumption turns out to be a personified truth. Being a "master" means being the fish which swims like no other , being the "master" means being the cheetah who runs the fastest , its means being the Peraguin Falcon ,unbeatably flying fast .

But Being the "Jack" Means being the Loin KING !

Have jacks always been the ones who have never had any stories , who were part of all stories but were no the heros ? Are they always the all rounders who only have the big Climax without apparent built up !

 

 

Friday, May 28, 2010

The Making !

I read yet another parable , elucidating how to follow dreams . like always it starts with a frivolous child who has no aim and aspirations , not the topper , stuck at wrong places at wrong times , hated and ridiculed by every one , and one day his life changes.

A friend, an acquaintance or an event makes them realize that there is one thing that they are good at , and they dont put much thought into it. They start following it .

That one thing at which they are better than others, is so easy to be pointed out ,as that’s the only thing everyone thinks, they can do the best .Not sure if they would outshine others , but at least they are not bad at it like for all others things . So they nurture and hone this talent and land being successful in life .

The other stories are of those precocious children who are gifted . Who are the child prodigies and have no stopping in life, nothing is difficult for them, they are gifted , and they start teaching the world before learning from it. These ones are worth listening but have nothing much to learn from their stories! They are gifted children, and its just a simple "wow" with which you read and its all over after that .

Never have I encountered a story of a person who since child hood was good , not even average , but was "good" . Things were difficult but hard work was the key and they made it happen , there was not one thing that they were good at ,there were many .They made it possible eventually when they were asked to do .they can follow any dream if asked to follow . they are the ones if you put a finger they would get it !

They do, do well ,is it ? But never make stories , they are never as shocking for the world, as other counterparts are, they are just always good . They were always performers .They might cut every impediment with sword of hard work and always managed to move on . But my point is that they never make one of those allegories.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

M high


M just too high on myself.
Can you take me higher ... to a place with All of Me .
Loving this phase where its all about me . M Living life the way i want to .
My dreams, my choices , My picks.
My mistakes are so mine. I have a reasoning , a thought behind every one of them .
I am not regretting ,but i am surely learning .
Not closed my eyes ,yet they are not only looking for Moralistic ideals i follow .
Its just may be the positivity . or it may be the flinging of the Cassandra in"Me".
its not narcissism, and why m i even clarifying, even if it is, its totally worth it.
So beautiful it is to fall in love with yourself.
i heard this statement , its a different feeling to experience it.

Its not just "Its all right"any more ,
Every day and every hour i feel its Just right!

oh it was worth , it was worth all that while .
Its something unpredictable , but in the end its right .


Can you take me higher , the place where there is all of me.
So go there , so let me go there . Let me ask Can I stay !!!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

If You Could Format Life.....


Man made the computer and if its loaded with things you can easily format it ! without finding out where the bugs are, which file could be removed or modified, we just choose to format it, for convenience sake!Thank god,that he dint give us the sluggards that option to experiment with life.

There is a purpose of the virus detectors and softwares, with which they identify the problem delete it, quarantine it or resolve it.Man could make these applications as he could learn from his life the gamboling art of tackling problems. He has learnt the way of living life is to grapple with it and not run away.

As I read the other day some where, i think it was a book title "Running away is easy, its coming home thats difficult". Metaphorically speaking, coming home, when said means dealing with it, fighting with it and annihilating it.Yes its difficult, but thats how you go about it. In fact thats the only way to get out of it.

Formatting is no option,like running away is of no consequence . If we could format life, its sounds roseate but we are ignoring what we would loose in this gamble.Sins would be committed and would be just erased out of life, people would experiment and then extricate it out the process.They would care less to be scrupulous enough to step ahead. The risk taking would be there without any moral mores.

Its good we have no options like that, at least now we can mend things. At least now we can exercise the art of living daubed with some critical thinking .At least now we can work towards the making the kitsch, a little better that as a part of our Quotidian activities .At least now we have the chance to learn and not commit the same sin again .


Friday, May 7, 2010

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Some have been thought brave because they were afraid to run away !

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

The Nemesis

I think recently this column of my blog has become a part of "Snippets of how i discover myself".This one is about how retribution is important for me.
I believe in paying back the debt !

No matter how mirthful or painful it shall be , I am not divine , i expect because i give , i expect because i deserve . I deserve because i work towards giving the one who i believe deserves as well .

I shall promise to give pain if i am hurt . and i shall promise to give triple the amount of joy if i am cared for . this is by the way , by no intention of mine any matrimonial add nor is linda goodman's oeuvres to tell personality traits , I am writing today after learning a new attribute , i thought i will wait for the time where i would be taken revenge from , because i can be horrendously bad, but i am left with my scrupulous imagination to fill my self with pseudo happiness , awaiting a revenge from the opposite side.

I feel weaker if the other person is divine enough to let my faults go . I hate the feeling of not been taken revenge from .
I have done bad in all my senses and i am waiting for the other persons retribution the revenge .
I have prepared myself for the brawl with a mace in hand.I have lifted my spirits higher above so that they can quelled to bring down to normal.

But How can some one be so powerful and harsh that without saying a word they can ashen my efforts!

May be i can overtly be impressed with my loss , i mite go apologize and ask the reason " why no retaliation ?". But somewhere, i wonder what kind of a person cannot just be affected at all. He/she should have reacted . Oh ! you cant just let it go ! inside i do doubt the existence of temerity in their personality .

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Hollering Out?

Vagaries of life , facets of moods,

I ferret out happiness , living a life of a buffoon.

I should think how I can innervate felicity .

I end up concentrating , how to belittle melancholy .


No matter how much I restrain ,

I would not be irascible.

I am told things that don’t mean a fleck,

To act sane is totally implausible.


I know I am right , but I don’t want to hurt .

I know I can control , but I want to blurt.


May be something is in my mind that tells me that someday I might teach.

I try harder every time , but I loose every time .


I don’t loose because I am incapable of putting my point forthright , I yearn .

I don’t win because teaching dosn’t guarantee , where there is inability to learn .

I start my day with a positive thought ,

Yet I open my eyes in the world around me in fracas .


I despise the figments of my lacerated imagination .

I want them to go away, But even if they do stay ,

Please don't meddle my lucid cognition .

Saturday, May 1, 2010

what is required?

How do you always do things ? Do you always plan in advance and go ahead with it ? Or you just start doing it !
I always thought, the former one should be followed to have simple and a solved life. this approach can make a person more future oriented ,you would weigh the pros and cons of each action and be cautious of each and every step you take .But i realized sometimes people who do follow such an approach end up doing things for which they don't have an explanation for . you start doing something ,you are not sure of it but you begin doing it , in anticipation that sooner or later during the course of action, your would make your heart and mind agree at a single point and only then would you succeed . but my question is, is it wrong to take such steps? would you succeed if you heart and mind both are not into it, purely because you are not sure you want to do that ?

On the contrary i feel you can succeed! The passion has nothing to do with heart, mind , soul etc . you might not want to do something but you still can accomplish it with passion !
Passion, zest, zeal, to stick to your decision is required . Fanaticism is required to achieve your goal , no heart or logistics, no mind, no connection, no future ! all these might connect and click in between the course of time .if they do , you are sure shot a winner already! because now you know what you want . but if don't know you can still achieve what you have decided for with just a single point decision making . you put your heart into it may you achieve it way early than otherwise . but nothing would stop you from achieving it if you have the determination and passion . the heart and mind can come later i presume , i might be wrong ..!!

Where mind is without fear ... where fetters are broken .....and my insolence is revered . You are welcome !!!