why Men need "their" space alone more than women...? Have you ever thought about it with a little emphasis on the fact that this requirement of men is so important that they urge to try and fulfill this at every moment in their life.. Even if they go out together they would be away. Most of the times they try to portray this feeling as a Running away from women, but I sincerely doubt that.

colours!

I am sure i like colors so much that they reside in ever part of me. they are there in everything that belongs to me , from clothes to accessories even this blog. It just that i never noticed. Sometimes things that are just a part of you, you don't notice and people make you realize. I never hated colors but its recently i observed i for god saken might be in love with them enough that that they reside in every part of me. May be if you sit with yourself you would realize there are so many things you would just do... which you wont even think about twice because they are just You! but to notice with a nuance , they are these special idiosyncrasies which make you... the you! People may observe them for you and tell you more about them for you to put a finger on! Well they are good or bad i am not sure but because they are so much a part of you , you never imagined yourself without them.., if you do may be it would some one else and not you!

I consciously piked black and grey in my life and always thought i had enough of it and that's what i was always left with to remember but i forget what all i piked unconsciously .... its may be everything i need i pick yup unconsciously in life. and all that i want i work towards it consciously all that i wish i should have had... i make it a point to work towards it and thats why i remember it. but somethings just come naturally to you and you dont work towards them... to realize later that you already have them.

A new reason!

Sometimes everything around you brings you down, and every action of yours is worth doubting. you dont think twice and fall for the action and later repent. you do things all together all of sudden and they all bring you down. every word spoken by people around... the weather the actions the circumstances the news the songs the time ....everything seems wrong. the world around just seems so wrong. against you! or may be with you in commotion!

And specially for people like me bringing myself back to the good life becomes totally out of question for the kind of difficult person i am. A hug works but not always! Cardamom may be but not the best thing!

And unusually so.. you feel all better after a stupid video which you might have seen a 100 times , you have nothing to do with it but still it brings back the you in you!

it just happened with me... so much so that i made my loved dead blog alive again, i have missed you so much and its time i spend time with you again.... that video just worked i dont know how... sometimes the life takes 360 degree turn and the state of mind which was worlds apart comes together and you feel yourself.. but i wonder just by a video... ?? i dont know may I just need a new reason every time!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2e6ZPQrusN4 :) Thanks!